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Some one to talk to. 49~+*+~
I fell asleep after thinking about Sasuke. Hes never acted that way before. I feel sad and depressed. Its like hes avoiding me for some reason. It really hurts.
As I slept nightmares were plaguing my dreams. Nightmare about the way my mother and father would always fight. The abuse. Mental, physical, emotional, sexual. I remembered the day her raped, the day he killed my mother.
I woke up in bed.
I hugged myself and cried. I soon felt strong arms wrapped around me. Looking up I wanted to see Sasuke.
But it wasnt him.
Instead I say Itachi.
She hugged me back and cried into my chest.
I picked her up and took her downstairs. I sat on the couch with her in my arms. Eventually she calmed down a bit.
"Im not sure. He left while you were sleeping"
She seemed so sad. I leaned down and gently kissed. She gasped and I made the kiss deeper.
As I pulled away I noticed Sasuke standing at the front door.
I saw th
Some one to talk to. 48~++~
I woke up in a soft bed. My left arm & torso covered in bandages. I felt sore all over. Looking around the room I noticed it was Itachi's.
The bedroom door opened and Sasuke came in.
I walked over to the bed and sat next to her. I held her hand & began to caress it wih my thumb while kissing her.
She pulled away, looking up at me.
"You started vomitting blood in class. You had to be taken to the hospital and have that operation"
"Yeah. Thats why your covered in bandages. Naruto and his parents helped."
"Why weren't you at school and why am I in Itachi's room?"
"I was going to take you to my room but you seemed in alot of pain and Itachi's room was closer..."
"Wheres Itachi gonna sleep?"
"In here, with you. Im going to be kind of busy for a while so hes going to make sure your ok. Does that bother you?"
"No. Its fine."
I sat there for a while.
Caressing her body.
Sucking on her neck.
"You must be really sore
Some one to talk to. 47~+*+~
He walked away.
I really wanted to tell him.
Back at school, first period. I was feeling kind of sick for the past few days. I've been feeling a little worse today, coughing more, so I layed my head on the desk and fell asleep.
Sadly I didnt have a long nap. Minato-sensei had woken me.
"Sasoto, are you alright? You look very I'll and it seems that cough is bothering you."
My chest felt kind of heavy. I began coughing. I felt as if something was rising in my throat.
"Would you like to go to the nurses office?"
"N..No. Im fine-"
No I wasnt. I began coughing more before I could even finish my sentence.
That feeling of something rising in my throat. I thought I was going to vomit.
I got up from my seat, ready to head to the bathroom. I couldnt make it & collapsed onto the floor, vomitting blood.
The metalic taste, fresh in my mouth.
The smell making me nauseous.
Everything started to become blurry. All I could see were the hazy images of the people in the classroom
Some one to talk to. 46Sasoto and I went to the living room and sat on the couch. Okaasan and Otokooya were standing infront of us.
The look on Okaasan's face made me worry a bit.
She started to speak.
"Sasuke, Im not sure you've noticed but lately Sasoto's been in alot of pain"
I looked over at her but she had already turned away.
Why didnt she tell me!?
"She told me last night so we went to the hospital this morning. The doctors examined her and said that she was suffering from tuberculosis-"
"Thats what the others said and another one said she didnt!!!"
"I know Sasuke, calm down. We went to another and he said it was some sort of trauma"
I was holding Sasoto's hand.
Very tightly I might add.
Why didnt she tell me any of this?
"She'll need to get an operation but-"
She stopped there and just walked away. My father spoke instead.
"But, we're not sure if we can pay for it"
"What will happened if we cant"
"We're not sure"
I let go of her and walked away.
I need some time to m
Some one to talk to. 45~+*+~
When I got back to the house Sasuke's mother locked the door and went to her room. Before doing so she said dont tell Sasuke until she I could.
I sat on the couch and noticed Sasuke. He was alseep on the couch, arms folded and resting on the armrest. Using them as a pillow for his head. I gently shook his shoulder.
He slowly opened his eyes.
He sat up and kissed my forehead. We got up and walked to his room.
It was a saturday of course and as we would always say:
Nothing happens on a saturday.
Its just, I think things are going to be a little dofferent on this saturday.
Sasoto and I sat on my bed. Playing Pokemon. Usually its Chess,Uno or we just watch cartoons.
We sat there.
m not sure how long but eventually the bedroom door opened and it was Itachi.
He said Okaasan and Otokooya wanted to speak to us.
Some one to talk to. 44The next day I went to the hospital with Mrs.Uchiha.
I didnt think it was so serious...
I sat at the kitchen table, across from my father who was reading the paper, Aniki was making breakfast.
Im really worried about Sasoto. I cant help but keep wondering when she will get back and if she'll ever tell me what they were talking about.
Itachi served breakfast and sat down.
We all ate in silence.
Do they know about it?
"Uhm....Otokooya, Aniki..I..I have a question"
"Whats bothering you little brother"
Itachi turned to look at me and my father put down the paper, letting me know I had his full attention
"I overheard a conversation between mother and Sasoto and I was wondering if you two might know something"
"Is it something serious"
"Well..I heard Okaasan say "This is very serious" and she even said not to tell me so now..im a bit worried"
There was an awkward silence until father spoke.
"Has something happened that would make Mikoto not want you to know about this secret"
Some one to talk to. 43Itachi drove us home. I sat in the passenger seat of the car. I looked back at Sasoto and she was asleep.
Once we got to the house I picked her up and carried her to my room, laying her on the bed. I changed her into something more comfortable.
-It felt a little odd. I havent seen her body like this since we....-
I got undressed until i was in only my black boxers and got into bed with her.
She snuggled into my bare chest and wrapped her arms around me, still asleep.
I played in her hair until I had gotten drowsy and joined her in the darkness.
I woke up later that night. Sasoto wasnt in bed.
I got up & out of bed. Leaving the room and searching for her. Heading downstairs I could hear voices. Once at the bottom the voices were a little louder.
Comming from the living room.
I walked to that direction and peaking around the corner.
Okaasan and Sasoto were sitting on the couch.
"This is very serious"
"I wasnt thinking at the time. I-"
"I know. I know. Tomorrow is Saturday so we can
Some one to talk to. 42~++~
I've been keeping a close eye on Sasoto lately. She's alot better than before. A few of her wounds have healed but she still complains about pain.
I was sitting in the living room, checking over her homework. She was absent alot and hadn't learned much of this stuff.
I looked back at her. She was laying on the couch.
I cant help but worry about her.
The next day.
We didnt have lunch with brother this time. We sat in the cafeteria with Naruto, Hinata, Shikamaru & Chouji.
"Hey Sasoto, are you gonna eat your lunch"
"No, you can have"
Chouji snatched it up with joy.
Lately she hasnt really been eating much.
I hope nothings wrong.
Some one to talk to. 41~++~
My mother had treated Sasoto's eyes as best as she could, only able to stop the bleeding.
I stayed in Sasoto's room for awhile.
Her breathing returned to its normal pace but she was still hot.
"Do you want to sleep with me for tonight"
She got out of bed with a little dificulty. I helped her to my room and layed her on the bed.
I gently stroked her cheek.
I looked over her body.
I just felt terrible. I knew this & much worse was happening to her for so long, and waited until she was in the hospital to tell someone about it.
"Sasuke, can you get me some water"
I left the room and headed towards the kitchen.
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